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Post by William Beckett on May 7, 2011 21:10:40 GMT -5
"I just, I never really. I haven't explored this place much. People tend to sort of, kidnap me before I get a chance to do much," William told him, before laughing a little. "I can't believe I said that, I sound like I'm bitching about being popular, jesus."
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Post by Mikey Way on May 8, 2011 6:11:37 GMT -5
"It's okay. Being popular mist be stressful." Mikey said with a hint of jealousy. "It's lonely being an outcast." Mikey mumbled as he sat down in a ball.
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Post by William Beckett on May 8, 2011 6:45:52 GMT -5
William shook his head and tried to explain. "I'm not popular, though. These kids- they all talk at me and about me, but I can't remember any of them ever really talking to me. I'm an outcast because they put me on a pedastal, while you're an outcast because they don't see you through the crowd."
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Post by Mikey Way on May 8, 2011 7:09:27 GMT -5
"So we're in the same boat, sorta. Do you get lonely too or am I the only one who's thought about jumping off this roof?" Mikey looked down submissively.
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Post by William Beckett on May 9, 2011 1:57:47 GMT -5
William held is hands out towards this fragile, broken boy. "You're never alone, and you're never the only one. I mean, oh fuck what I mean, you know as well as I do what I mean."
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Post by Mikey Way on May 9, 2011 2:33:09 GMT -5
Mikey too William's hands. They were s little rough but still soft. "Thank you William." Miley shyly blushed. He was surprised he understood William, but happy he did.
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Post by William Beckett on May 9, 2011 6:56:00 GMT -5
William simply didn't know what to do next. He flicked his hair from his face, smiled a little, and broke the awkward hold between them, not knowing what to do with himself around this kid, this kid he'd opened up to so quickly it was unbelievable. No, not unbelievable. You can always believe if you try hard enough. Inconcievable. Indescribable. Improbable. Just totally, totally unlike him.
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Post by Mikey Way on May 9, 2011 8:12:28 GMT -5
Mikey watched William carefully. Mikey had grown accustom to watching things these days. "You okay?" Mikey timidly asked before poking away and blushing. He didn't want to stare to much.
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Post by William Beckett on May 10, 2011 1:36:54 GMT -5
"People underestimate how awkward I can be," William seemed to be spending more time laughing at himself then he was speaking.
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Post by Mikey Way on May 10, 2011 5:27:29 GMT -5
"I don't think you are very awkward, and um I watch you a lot." Mikey didn't look up and blushed harder.
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Post by William Beckett on May 10, 2011 8:21:03 GMT -5
"The William people see; the one with his legs spread wide, the one that flirts with every boy within earshot; he's not real. I have a stutter, did you know that? When I stop trying, I stutter, and lisp a little, too. It gets the wrong kind of attention though, so I make a conscious effort to turn it off. Without all eyes on me, looking up to me, I am nothing." William lightly took Mikey's chin, turning his eyes up to him. "This is the gaze I look for. I tease people, all the time. This is the part where I lean down, where I make them feel as if we really are equals by bringing myself to their level, by pressing my lips against theirs. This is the part where I put them off guard by making them think, hey, he is just human. Maybe I'm just as good as him. Then the next day, they find out they were wrong, and have to gaze up at me again. Only this time, this time they respect me, because I found a side of them they never did, the side that wants the attention as much as I do." William sat down at Mikey's feet, staring up at him. "I'm a whore, Mikey. An attention whore. In the most literal sense there is."
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Post by Mikey Way on May 10, 2011 8:58:43 GMT -5
"I-I think you're too hard on yourself. Stuttering and a lisp who cares! Not all of the feelings you have can be fake! And everyone wants attention! I do, you do, they do, it doesn't make you a whore!" Mikey looked down at William blushing, "those things, They make me like you more." Mikey pushed back William's hair out of his face gingerly. "But according to you I'm just one of those inferior saps who won't get the time of day tomorrow." Mikey sighed and twirled William's hair out of nervousness.
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Post by William Beckett on May 10, 2011 18:08:29 GMT -5
"No! No, they're not inferior, there's no way you're inferior. I just make people feel that way," William bit his lip, closed his eyes, cursing himself for speaking that way. "I don't want to make you feel that way."
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Post by Mikey Way on May 10, 2011 18:14:27 GMT -5
Mikey blushed. "I don't," Mikey smiled, "let your gaurd down around me you're safe. I won't judge you." mikey stopped playing with William's hair. "You'll talk to me tomorrow though right? If not I at least get a kiss right?" Mikey teased.
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Post by William Beckett on May 11, 2011 5:09:59 GMT -5
"Perhaps both, if you're lucky," William grinned and tilted his head back, a flirtatious look in his eyes.
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